Today is most disappointing.. actually make that yesterday AND today. It's worse than disappointing. It's outright cruel. I am here, again in Sydney to repeat my previously observed results. Going to do the whole proving my hypothesis shit, y'know.
Yesterday, I started off with GREAT responses from my positive cells- suffice to say, that's what I wanted to see. I was floating on Cloud 9 you know. My life was reaffirmed coz like, man.. I can do science!! Great great great.. I can apply for conferences, I can travel and dude, JOBS and stuff!! My PhD! YEAY! I can do science!!!
Ya. It all came crashing down when my negative cells showed the SAME effing response. Use your power of deduction boys and girls... what does that tell you about my results?? And so I stayed till midnight, hoping against hope that maybe it's a random few cells..
Well, it looks like not.
Let's all have a pity party for me. I think I want to go home and cry now.
Yesterday, I started off with GREAT responses from my positive cells- suffice to say, that's what I wanted to see. I was floating on Cloud 9 you know. My life was reaffirmed coz like, man.. I can do science!! Great great great.. I can apply for conferences, I can travel and dude, JOBS and stuff!! My PhD! YEAY! I can do science!!!
Ya. It all came crashing down when my negative cells showed the SAME effing response. Use your power of deduction boys and girls... what does that tell you about my results?? And so I stayed till midnight, hoping against hope that maybe it's a random few cells..
Well, it looks like not.
Let's all have a pity party for me. I think I want to go home and cry now.
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